“Ride the wave,” I told myself. I shifted uncomfortably in my chair, while my adept husband braved the stormy seas of negotiating a used car sale.
I fell asleep praying the night before and woke whispering the same petition. “Guide us, O Thou Great Jehovah.” I was still in shock that the vehicle that had served us faithfully for over a decade had suddenly reached an urgent “needs to be replaced” status.
We sweat the beating summer sun to empty out the personal items and drove to the dealership. The test drive in our best replacement choice was a dream and I felt the much needed shift in my heart to receive this gracious provision from our Father.
Then, the storm began. The debate over dollars. NOT my comfort zone. I felt yanked, being asked to risk it all on the table, my fragile excitement about our new ride, trusting the right path to emerge from the tense exchange of words.
I stared at my feet, pretending to check my phone. I sipped from the complimentary water bottle. I glanced up, briefly, trying to read faces as both sides worked hard for their best deal. Were they honest men? Would my husband sense a clear nudge from His Spirit to reconcile the numbers or walk away?
The steadying efforts rolled along in my head.
We NEED a new vehicle. GOD will provide. I told myself again to ride the wave, to consciously settle my racing heart and just trust! The LORD has always been faithful. Faithful He will remain.
And just like that, they shook hands. Exchanged relaxed, contented smiles. Done deal. The signal that I could breathe again.
90 minutes later (paperwork is no joke!), we were cruising south on the turnpike toward home in a new-to-us mid-SUV. In my favorite cranberry color with cool grey interior and a combination of cup holder placement and spacious ride that will be just perfect for our summer road trips to the northern hills.
Why, I ask myself, when I can manage a cool-as-cucumber exterior, do my insides always have to be so dramatic?! Father GOD indeed is faithful. He not only meets our needs – He loves to lavish us with abundance!
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Without a doubt, I believe the LORD went before us to provide for that very moment. Sudden and unexpected to us. But not to Him.
He knew exactly when our faithful vehicle would reach its last useful day. I believe He orchestrated those events to protect us and position us to be confidently decisive.
In the coming weeks, we have two long road trips planned to the northern hills (with more than one rather steep mountainous climb!). What grace that we will not embark on those journeys with concerns about the reliability of an aging vehicle!
When we needed an expedient trade-in, the local dealer just “happened to have” a used car in the exact make and model we preferred, with low mileage, in good condition AND in my favorite color. What extravagant grace!
I am so grateful.
#newride #Heisfaithful #graciousFather #Hegoesbeforeus #trustingJESUS #northernhills #herewecome !
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Your heavenly Father knows that you need these things… Matthew 6:32
Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be glory for ever and ever! Ephesians 3:20